34 weeks ....6 weeks left

Aaaaargh! Oh my goodness I know I have been desperate for this pregnancy to end but now my due date is so near I'm wanting time to slow down so I can get my head around becoming a parent. It hit me the other day I'm going to be home on my own with a baby! My baby so I can't just hold it and give it back when it starts crying or when it has a poopie nappy. What was I thinking its too late to turn back now. I'm not worried about the getting him out just what to do with him when he is out?! At least I have Ed with me all day everyday for the first 2 weeks after that its just me and Gary.